16th of February

Right I've made myself eat some toast had a cup of tea, started to feel a bit better, got in the shower yay washed my hair (not straightening it but doesn't matter) took some more tablets, never had as many tablets it's certainly crazy, and my biggest achievement is I walked the dog up the street, it wasn't easy but this shity Cancer isn't going to keep me down, my kids came in my bedroom this morning to tell me they love me, I cried as they left they shouldn't have to see me like this, I phoned my friend I cried, I then phoned my Dad and cried. I know this journey is only gonna get worse before it gets better but with the support and love  I've got I will get through this. 

Just wanted you all to know I'm feeling so much better. 

Off for my daily radiotherapy now. 

Thank you to you all for caring 

Lots of love 

Amanda xxxxx