20th February

Good evening to you all, 

Life is good had a great weekend with my beautiful family, cleaned the house how cool is that, I spread it over Saturday and Sunday but all beds are washed and every room is sparkling it made me feel loads better, Jason thought I was crackers but it's great to be normal hehe. I even walked the dog right up to school and back which normally doesn't take long but it took me about 45mins but that's ok because I DID IT, and yes it knocked it out of me but this is what I need to do for ME and to get strong ready for the next lot of Chemo. 

Today was the start of the 2nd week of radiotherapy and I smashed it got up Kristian went off to sports camp at 8.15am and Franchesca went to the forest school, Jason dropped her off for 10am, Dad came for Holly she went off to their house for a couple of hours she was so excited she took her suitcase just in case she needed to sleep how cute, I think she was secretly hoping she needed to have a sleepover bless. 

Then my father in law came to take me to Weston Park we got there in no time it was a clear run, I only had to sit a couple of minutes and the nurses shouted me in and blast it was over and we were back on the road on our way home. I now can feel the burning a little but I will keep putting the cream on doing the exercises and 20 minutes mouth routine because this is what is needed. 

When I got home my baby came home and we played for a while, until we needed to pick Kristian up.

 When it was time to go get Kristian, I said to Holly let's walk with Rosie dog so we did and yes it takes me forever but we did it, AGAIN YIPPEE xx I was shattered when we got back, Jason was home with Franchesca and I think he thought I was going to pass out but a cup of tea and a sit down and I was fine. A cup of tea it still blows my mind that I can't drink coffee at the moment and I want tea not drunk tea since my nannan was alive, perhaps it's a sign she is here helping me fight. 

Lots of hugs and loves 

Amanda xxxxxx