24th of March

Whoop whoop I'm home, only for the weekend but it's nice to be home, yes I'm exhausted, yes I'm ready to say that's it now I've had enough but I'm not, I'm going to fight this to the end. 

So things have been tough I've now got a nebulizer at home, which makes it easier on the mucus yuk stuff. 

 It was great when Lyn arrived at the hospital to pick me up today I thought yes FREEDOM, anyway the doctors wanted to take my bloods one more time just in case anything was wrong. We were packed off with 2 big bags of medication I went to radiotherapy and we were off. 

The journey felt like it was taking forever but it was a really smooth run no traffic jams just a straight run home. When we got home Jason was here waiting for us which made it more perfect. Jason had his lunch and off to work, then the phone rang it was the hospital my bloods were low, my heart sank, Katie the doctor said it's ok but is there any chance someone could come through and pick some tablets up for you, Lyn kindly offered to go all the way back. It took her nearly 2 hours and all for 4 magic tablets bless her cotton socks. 

I've even managed to drink half a latte this afternoon which is massive cause I've not eaten or drunk for nearly 2 weeks. 

So that's it I'm home for a few days and then the finally 5 days are to begin shame I've to spend them in hospital but not to worry, I've friends and family going to visit me. 

Love 

Amanda xxxxxx